I have a psychiatric nurse come round to my house every other Wednesday. Supposedly to talk to me about everything and help.
He doesn’t, and I don’t like him, he annoys me.
I saw him today for like the 2nd time I think. I don’t feel able to talk to him and tell him stuff. And I’m scared he will tell my mum anything I tell him. So I don’t tell him anything which obviously isn’t helping the situation but I just don’t feel able to talk to him and tell him stuff. So I told him I was fine, made small talk for a bit then I rushed him out the door and told my mum I didn’t want to see him again and that I just told him I was fine when I’m not.
He’s put me on an emotional coping skills course, which is fine and I’m open to going to that. Got a phone call today about it and it starts next Friday. But I just don’t want to see him anymore.
I’m going to talk to my new psychologist about it tomorrow when I see her and then hopefully I won’t have to see him again. Because I really don’t want to. Hopefully I can just do the emotional coping skill course and not have to see my psychiatric nurse again. And then just continue seeing my new psychologist who I actually like and feel able to talk to.