Feeling lost.

So I haven’t written a post in quite a while, so it’s probably about time I did. 

Been having a hard time the past few days. Mainly emotionally but the pain isn’t too great either. I feel so miserable, I just want to curl up in a ball and die. What’s the point in anything, I just don’t see it. I’ve had enough of everything, of the pain, the misery, everything. I just want it to end. I’m tired and I’m fed up of fighting this pain and never winning. 

I feel really lonely. I don”t really have many friends and the few I still have left are off at uni far away from me and have moved on. And I’ve sort of been left behind. Not intentionally but it’s just what happens. 

I don’t feel like doing anything, I don’t even feel like going to taekwondo at the minute, which is how I know it’s bad cause I’m usually always up for that. 

I just don’t know what to do and I feel so lost. 


2 thoughts on “Feeling lost.

  1. If you ever feel like you want to talk or just vent, you can reach me @: joynpain2blog@gmail.com. I may have already told you that, but I couldn’t remember. I say it because you said you don’t have many friends left, and I only have 2 that I’ve met on here. One of them and I email each other every day (pain permitting) and I’m always here (at home) unless I have PT or a doctors appointment, so I can usually answer pretty quickly. There’s no point in us not having friends when we have each other!

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