So I haven’t written a post in quite a while, so it’s probably about time I did.
Been having a hard time the past few days. Mainly emotionally but the pain isn’t too great either. I feel so miserable, I just want to curl up in a ball and die. What’s the point in anything, I just don’t see it. I’ve had enough of everything, of the pain, the misery, everything. I just want it to end. I’m tired and I’m fed up of fighting this pain and never winning.
I feel really lonely. I don”t really have many friends and the few I still have left are off at uni far away from me and have moved on. And I’ve sort of been left behind. Not intentionally but it’s just what happens.
I don’t feel like doing anything, I don’t even feel like going to taekwondo at the minute, which is how I know it’s bad cause I’m usually always up for that.
I just don’t know what to do and I feel so lost.