I don’t know what to say, other than the fact that I feel like there are a hundred knives in my head and that it feels like my brain is getting crushed inside my skull at the same time.
I’ve hit a 9 on the pain scale, been there pretty much all day, I can’t do anything but lie here in bed in agony feeling miserable (it’s taken a lot to be able to write this post which has taken me about 5 hours to fully write and I’m thankful I’m not sensitive to light). There’s nothing I or anyone else can do to make it any better, nothing eases the pain so I just have to suffer. Which makes me more angry and miserable.
I’d been having a bad week anyway with the pain, but today is the worst it’s been all week.