I’m at a 9/10 on the pain scale, all I can do is lie here in agony feeling like there are a hundred knives stabbed into my head and my head is about to implode/explode (I’m never really sure which). It hurts so much I just want to die/cry. There is nothing I can do to ease the pain, no meds to take, no alternative treatments to help, literally nothing. I just have to suffer through it which is pretty much the story of my life and it makes me so angry and miserable. All I want is something to ease my pain, is that too much to ask for? Obviously the answer is yes. I’m so done with this pain, it hurts so much, I can’t cope and it’s too much to endure, no one should have to experience this much pain in their life, so why should I?! No one lets a dog suffer this much for years on end, so why should a human?!