All I want for Christmas is a pain free life. Is that too much to ask for? The answer to that question is yes, because there is no magical cure no matter how much I or anyone else wishes for one. My wish will never be granted and all hope that I will ever be pain free again has gone. My life is just completely and utterly helpless and hopeless and I don’t want it.
I am and always will be, the never ending headache and that will probably never change, as much as I wish it would.
That being said I hope everyone manages to have a good Christmas despite pain and misery.
My Dad arrived yesterday and all my grandparents arrive today to stay over Christmas. Which will hopefully provide a much needed distraction for me. I actually quite like Christmas despite the fact that every year that goes by I’m still in pain, but I’m looking forward to Christmas day with my family. I just hope my pain behaves itself and lets me enjoy the day as much as possible, and I hope that for all of you as well.
Sian AKA The never ending headache.