I had a very interesting appointment with my neurologist in London yesterday. I’ll start off by saying that I’m very grateful to have such a good neurologist who genuinely cares about helping me and takes time over my appointment. Before I met him I had had some very bad experiences with neurologists in both Dubai and London. When I met the one I have now I instantly breathed a sigh of relief that I had finally found someone who cared and understood. We have been working together for 6 years now, in some sense we haven’t made much progress but that’s not for lack of mine or his attempts, just my stupid headache. But unlike other neurologists he has not given up and he won’t give up, I will forever be grateful to have met him.
My appointment started off by seeing one of my neurologists headache nurses who does my reprogramming of my stimulator. I told her what had been going on, that I had an extra headache at the back of my head since surgery and that my normal headache was still worse, we went through numbers of the pain scale and where my pain usually sat during the day, which is from a level 8 to level 10. She then looked over my system and decided she didn’t want to do anything till she spoke to my neurologist. So I went back out to wait to see my Neuro.
He called me in and I told him how much I was struggling with everything that has been going on. He then said he thinks I am part of a very small percentage of people who’s brains cannot tolerate stimulation and the feeling of it. I guess I had already figured this out because of how much worse I am and how much the feeling of the stimulation makes the pain worse. But he said that they had put the latest stimulation tech in me which has the new capability of this burst system which is stimulation that goes on and off without you realising and you cannot feel the stimulation. So he thinks this might be better for me so wants to try it as soon as they can get the stimulation company rep to come to the hospital and sort it out for me hopefully in the next couple of weeks. In the meantime I’m to keep my stim off and he said hopefully my pain may calm down slightly.
He then asked me if my skin on my face was always red and blotchy I said well yeah it is quite a lot, my mum comments on it a lot. He rolled up my sleeve and took his blunted pen and pressed it down in a zig zag motion down my wrist. Within about 2 seconds I had an insane reaction of severe redness. He said it’s called dermographia which is. skin condition. He then asked me to go through the Beighton scale, which is the test of Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, which I am already diagnosed with along with Potsural Orthostatic Tachycardia syndrome. To be diagnosed with EDS you have to score a minimum of 4-5/9 I score a 6. I think he wanted to go through it to show his colleague about it in real life as it’s not particularly common. He asked me some other questions to do with stomach issues, I said I have a temperamental stomach and I keep getting a rash in the crook of my right arm, I thought I was allergic to something like milk so cut it out and it hasn’t particularly helped so I don’t know whats wrong with me. He told me I have too much histamine in my body causing all these symptoms. He said people with EDS are more prone to histamine issues. He said that in a very small percentage of people with headaches who have histamine issues, that treating the issue in some cases made the headaches improve ever so slightly. He wants to put me on some histamine blockers and wants me to follow a restrictive diet. Having done some research and spoken to a couple other chronic illness friends, I actually think I might have Mast Cell Activation disorder which is causing the histamine issue, so that is something I might explore.
Maybe I should be happy he found something wrong with me, and yes I’m glad my neurologist spotted this, but I actually feel really upset. I don’t feel joy to the fact that treating the histamine issue may improve my headache and yeah don’t get me wrong I wish that would be the case. But I feel upset that my body is not normal, that my body does not work the way it is meant to that I have yet another thing wrong with me. That I have to go back on medications after I was just about to be medication free for the first time in 7 year, as I’m withdrawing slowly from the last one. But now I have to go back on meds and follow a very restrictive diet which is probably going to make me miserable in itself. That being said I am going to try it all and see a dietician about it, but I feel very upset about it. And don’t get me started on the fact that my brain can’t tolerate stimulation because that’s just fucking brilliant. I feel like crying at the minute, why does my body not work properly.
If anyone reading this has similar issues with histamine, or Mast Cell Activation disorder please comment or email on email@example.com as I’d love to hear your experience.